Heart & Soul

It’s been quite some time since I last posted and I am surprised it took this long! I suddenly thought about what could have stopped me from writing a single post, since most of what I wrote are just some of my experiences in life. Or , when I feel especially creative.

Normally, it would have been too easy for me to create one. But lately, trying to start the first few sentences became a challenge for me. I seemed to have forgotten my subjects and predicates.

 I realized I had nothing special to write. My life is boring!

And I was suffering from a severe case of writer’s block.

Or worse, creativity drought!

I have been plagued with a lot of uncertainty, of low self-esteem.  Years after gaining back the self-confidence I lost, I feel like I am back to where I was once before. 

I started doubting myself again.

Am I starting to feel depressed once more? Or had I entered into that other phase of bipolarity? Although I was not diagnosed as bipolar, I had already started my clinical assessment. Because I was seen to have some symptoms of it, I presumed to be suffering from it.